Where Have You Gone?

The life adds to itself another day
As comes dancing through the window each sun ray
I can't take it anymore for it is so bright
That i curse myself for being up so late last night
And there was no such reason
Clearly I was lacking vision
So as the events unfold, there i discover
that i have no time to recover
And regularly as they occur it feels as if it's all surreal
There i am, choking in my confined space
And then begin to wonder if it is all real
But looking in the mirror reveals a frowning and gloomy face
So it's all reality and dearly do i wish that beside me were you
Right now and there i find myself screaming too

Where have you gone, the spirit of my soul
It's all void out here so please come back n play the role
To help me live my life once more
And heal the maladies as they have made it so sore

So I m perceived to be this decent and shy kid
Who won't go ever for any bid
So there i am, lagging behind and paying the price
There's no belief and it's all cowardice
And now the scene's over and there i get drowned in the world of fantasy
As to how i could and did and said the perfect things to attain ecstasy
Log in to facebook do i and time and again fall into a stupor
Wishing the angels would be babbling away with me and make i will them flatter
There i get a jolt and the world appears to be a cruel foe
It's all about me and no one else and no one's patronous will be a silver doe
No i don't need the world i decide; i have my close pals n dear ones
But i am still missing you in the quest to thrive under the thousand suns
It's all so messed up and so routine and i am getting sucked into the mire
So there i find myself screaming again, for the aftermath would be so dire

Where have you gone, the spirit of my soul
It's all void out here so please come back n play the role
To help me live my life once more
And heal the maladies as they have made it so sore